keindahan atau kesuraman?

keindahan atau kesuraman?
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Wednesday, April 27, 2011

WAS Award

dont say u miss me
but actually u dint even mean it

dont say that i betrayed u
but actually u the one who left me behind

dont say that i dont care bout u 
but actually u who didnt even care bout me

dont say i dont need u anymore
but actually u the one who dont need me in ur life

why all this happened?
and why im the one who being blamed?
u said u miss me but i can feel that 
u say it without even feel the 'missing' part

u say i forget u because i getting close wif another person
but have u think at least once why we are getting apart slowly?
maybe u didnt notice because i know who & how ur character,
but actually,
u leave me alone...
u happy wif ur besties and slowly u getting apart from me...
but u didnt realized that..
rite? i know it too....

u said im have a lot of money juz because u see some pictures...
then u ask me to give the 'opportunity' to another person...
ur practicum member...fine..just give it..
y? because i already feel sad & heartbroken when u say like that to me..
but y me?
ur besties also have a lot of money but u ask me to let go the chance..
its ok then..
they are ur BESTFRIENDS so i get it..
i am nobody for u anymore...
thanx for that..

this is the 2nd time u get jealous with me..
y? because i close with another girl..
just because of that u being sarcastic wif me..
but do u think of me when u upload
all the pictures u and ur BESTFRIENDS hangouts?
everyday??
i just keep myself in silence...
although its hurting me damn much!
but once u saw the pictures of mine,
u feel sad and hurts....
how about my feelings then???...
u dont even care bout that...................

today,
i try to forget what u said to me last few days..
but its just a waste!
u just go away with one of ur girls and left me without a word....
can u think how i feel about it??
i dont think so coz u dont even remember about me anymore....

u used to be a SISTER for me..
but now,
im a lone ranger...
im still hurt but i can do nothing...
u also write that
i WAS ur favourite person and u even put me on ur speed dialing...
what a NICE & SWEET word u describe me..
"WAS"...
i just a "WAS".....
thanks for the WAS AWARD..........



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